I felt a distinct unease while the thought of him prevailed in me.
A deep sadness would overtake me, a deep loneliness while being inches from him.
My body would whisper to me to leave. And I did not and would not.
Little did I know what would come next. A gift.
Resignation. Disruption. Break-through.
The mishandling of a crime led to my newfound freedom.
I reunited with myself. I uncovered my buried desires, I reconstructed my worldview. I kissed repression goodbye.
You ran away like the petty thief you are, you fill the air with smog, which I mistook for mystery and intrigue. I acknowledge this now.
I got what I wanted this time.
Just like the picture I took, I zoomed in on the flowers behind you that were facing me the whole time.

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