I sensed the change before we spoke. I shut down my system to everyone else but you. I fell in complete silence, I walked quicker than usual, I spoke firm and unfriendly. I realize that I dropped myself a while ago and have not stood up ever since. I used to feel excitement over the…
I wish I could book an empty city to cry in, I felt some peace in my late afternoon walk, I admit I felt rejection at the sight of others, I felt like a hermit leaving his cave. Today, all day, I have been wanting to be gone. To be deleted like a simple paragraph,…
Here is some thoughts in no particular order. Some cities are mirages, “You have been walking for too long without any food or water, traveller. There is shapes contorting, ahead and all around you, they may or may not try to engage you, whatever you choose to do, avoid attacking them, they don’t know what…
¿Para qué vivir tanto? Me atrapó un edadismo que solo aplica a mi. Ya tengo 26, me cuesta mucho arrastrar el peso de mis pensamientos y el clima erratico de mis emociones. Vivir 20 años más de lo mismo suena horroroso en las condiciones actuales. No puedo alejarme del querer sufrir alguna tragedia rapida y…
“Oh boundless life were we to gainFrom lost lands to the garden’s gateIts fear of the frozen and unhappy skiesBurnt now, burnt now, breathing only fireAnd deliver me from all the evil I did to myselfAnd deliver me to arms so open, arms I know so wellAs for the dead, they can raise themselvesIn secret…