depression
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Taboo
Pleasuring the body may result in pushing back on further planning. Sex whispers are unlike death whispers. The pain of an open wound different than thrusting. As I feel the steam on my face and have a sip of icy water, As I revel in the sight of my lover, I might just push it…
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Love Spell
I like you, loverIf I can have you not, I do not want youThe spell is brokenI become awake and consciousWhat a shame, lover, I was hoping ease would greet me into romance.I got a bit ahead of myself again, but it is okay.I enjoyed as you did and now I am praising Whitman’s poetry.…
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Diary Entry #1
Free will is maddening, I am one of those souls that are here for the ride. I want to enjoy my travels on sunny planet Earth. I become gloomy if I cannot go my merry way on some type of scenic walk. I start decaying. I become like old paint shedding from the walls. It’s…
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Lover
Come and touch me lover, I am but yourself in female form I can finally feel where I have been, I have tapped into the well of memory and rose to wake somewhere differently. I can tell you I have missed you all along. It pains me even that I have been so blind. I…
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End of Chapter
I felt a distinct unease while the thought of him prevailed in me. A deep sadness would overtake me, a deep loneliness while being inches from him. My body would whisper to me to leave. And I did not and would not. Little did I know what would come next. A gift. Resignation. Disruption. Break-through.…
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Newborn Pilgrim
I sensed the change before we spoke. I shut down my system to everyone else but you. I fell in complete silence, I walked quicker than usual, I spoke firm and unfriendly. I realize that I dropped myself a while ago and have not stood up ever since. I used to feel excitement over the…
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Sleepless Night
Telepathy seems like a feature of our ecosystem, I lie awake as you do, you lie awake as I do. You caress me and touch me knowing there is something wrong which I cannot explain. Cannot explain it to myself anymore than to you. it is a pain for sure. A pain that eats me…
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How to Know Whether You Should Leave
I write this as I explore my own pain. I hide and use repetition. I am somewhere that does not welcome growth and reeks of envy. A place stuck in mud. It does not inspire me to be at my best, to express myself through color and style. It instructs you to be like the…
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World Alone
Here is some thoughts in no particular order. Some cities are mirages, “You have been walking for too long without any food or water, traveller. There is shapes contorting, ahead and all around you, they may or may not try to engage you, whatever you choose to do, avoid attacking them, they don’t know what…
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Walk + Masks
Got nowhere to go? Nothing to do? Are you living with the black dog? Walk with me. Get your backpack, or purse. Get your phone or leave it. Lets go grab a coffee. You will see the inhabitants everywhere you go… they pretend to be busy, they are good at this. And you, you have…
LA MVNDIA 