I sensed the change before we spoke. I shut down my system to everyone else but you. I fell in complete silence, I walked quicker than usual, I spoke firm and unfriendly. I realize that I dropped myself a while ago and have not stood up ever since. I used to feel excitement over the…
In quiet desperation we wish for companionship, some of us time travel to radio shows and find ourselves in the Art Bell universe. I wished to write about this, I felt it so strongly while catching myself feeling cozy. Let me explain. As I became aware of myself year after year, as my existentialism and…
May you find peace while rowing these oceans in that small boat. Don’t you ever wish they stopped looking at you? They should at least dim the lights. Provide cocktails. Make it more manageable for you. Profitable even. To some of us, death sounds like a sweet relief when we just about had it. A…
Here is some thoughts in no particular order. Some cities are mirages, “You have been walking for too long without any food or water, traveller. There is shapes contorting, ahead and all around you, they may or may not try to engage you, whatever you choose to do, avoid attacking them, they don’t know what…
¿Para qué vivir tanto? Me atrapó un edadismo que solo aplica a mi. Ya tengo 26, me cuesta mucho arrastrar el peso de mis pensamientos y el clima erratico de mis emociones. Vivir 20 años más de lo mismo suena horroroso en las condiciones actuales. No puedo alejarme del querer sufrir alguna tragedia rapida y…
“Oh boundless life were we to gainFrom lost lands to the garden’s gateIts fear of the frozen and unhappy skiesBurnt now, burnt now, breathing only fireAnd deliver me from all the evil I did to myselfAnd deliver me to arms so open, arms I know so wellAs for the dead, they can raise themselvesIn secret…